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I am so grateful Jesus has compassion on me. The Holy Spirit did what He does. He dropped something in my lap this afternoon. I was asking God to help me because I was having so many ideas and thoughts racing through my head. I was still trying to move forward without forgiving. I asked The Helper to help me take captive every thought. If you have ever been to my friends support group, you have seen this over and over again. He drops nuggets that I can play with (editing video) while hearing a spot-on message. They usually have dope (awesome) graphics.

He works with us all differently. He knows how to grab my attention. He knew I would watch this multiple times while doing my thing so I could share it with someone else who may need to hear this message. The graphics are like a shiny fish lure and in the big picture, pales to the importance to the audio.

I am so grateful. I am beginning the process of forgiving, as I type. I do not need any apologies from any family member, any past boss/coworkers, any preacher (dead or alive), any doctor, the dumb President Bush, Disney for ruining everything and from Houston Nutt (spit) or the A.D. who hired back Bobby Petrino. (spit)

Remember, I am beginning the process.

A guy like me could go on and on and on and on. I did not know I had collected so much bitterness; it was impossible as a human to find peace.  I choose to forgive because it will be obeying God. The whole backpack packed with resentments I have been carrying around, pales into comparison to the ones my King Jesus could have carried.

I have been a fool and satan was laughing. Not anymore, everyone can relax now, and Mrs. JKH can rest. I've said it all along, I love you all; even though it doesn't look or feel like it.

I am still not sitting in a pew until God tells me things are a bit different out there.